am i right?

at least i'm serious about this time.
mum say i small gas.
call me be more open to the world.
because i didn't experience something before since i always hide in home.
haiiiiih..
i won't say sorry. let's just end this.
i dun like lcs grouping because i feel so weird when talking to them.
went to shaz place to continue history costume. well, i love them.
because i feel more like myself there.
feel like going to major illust more than multimedia.
but my sketching and drawing and colouring sucks.
sigh.
my brother say "i'm here" when he saw "friendless" thingy.
outside is so dangerous.

random stuff

I'm sorry

I may be a lousy decision-maker
I may be lousy at driving
I may be lousy at socialising
I may be lousy at any time you need me the most
I may be lousy at almost everything
Not that I slept while you were talking...
I know I’m below an acceptable standard in performance but,
Consider me as a friend who needs improvement
That the reason, I’m trying hard just to make you happy.
Please don't leave me. It's horrible.
To lose a friend like you.
And, I don't wanna to lose anyone.
Anymore.
I'm sorry.

Tsukiakari no Michishirube

Sutereo, Sutereo, Sutereoponi! yay!

I can feel the music. Can you?

Click here for the full album.

サナトリウム

目を閉じて、いろんな君、瞳の奥におさめました。
微熱みたく気づかないままで、恋は虫の息です。

こゝろ閉じて、いろんな僕、胸の中に溶かしました。
禁じられた遊びで燃やせば　孤独ってきれいな色。

回れ、止まらないレコード。針の先踊るは記憶。
うれしいくるしい、似てる呪文だ。辿れない時間へ、あと何センチ?

絡めた指をほどいていく、ちいさくサヨナラ唱えるように。
はぐれた君の名を告げても、戻らない世界の決まり。

風立ちぬ、甘い屑が数えきれず散らかりそう。
かき集めてパズルを作れば、恋も素敵なこと

たくさんの光の中で、いくつも会えていたっけ。
合言葉だけなくさないで。巡り逢うところへ、あと何光年?

目眩で、夢の花開けば、ゆっくりサヨナラ唱えるようで。
ざわめき。胸を囲まれたら、何処にも行けないままで。

花束の花がひとつずつ、枯れてくのを眺めているような。
触れないことにただ気づいて、待ちこがれた涙が出た。

神様に嘘をついて、引き換えにさ、何もらったの?
指の隙間滑り落ちたのは、いつの日のことでしょう。

絡めた指をほどいていく、ちいさくサヨナラ唱えた、声。
はぐれた君の名を呼んでも、帰れない世界の決まり。

目醒めて、夢の花散らばれ。愁しみも静かに、サナトリウム　------------　。
ざわめき。　胸を埋めつくして、此処から動けないままで。
何処にも行けないのは「こゝろ」其処にいた君が笑うの。

サナトリウムで、サナトリウムで。 サナトリウムで。

Their latest song- beautiful! reminds me of saishuu densha, spica, yume no shima, 37C, and so many more. Gonna play their song... because it's just too beautiful.

Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause no one of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people and sometimes we change our minds.
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie,
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see.
Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down,
Now I don’t know what to be without you around.

And we know it’s never simple never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people, And sometimes it doesn’t work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it’s never simple, Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.

It’s two a.m.
Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it’s not easy,
Easy for me.

It’s two a.m.
Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain’t easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it’s never simple, never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Ohhh
I can’t,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.