colourless sky

NG SCENES! ハハハハハ

2011-08-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

of Drama this semester

2011-08-05T18:29:00.005+08:00

Still remember the famouse drama (Mother)? Mana Ashida is acting in this drama! I would recommend Marumo no okite! Sigh, I wish they will come up with the season 2! I wanna continue watching it! I'm not sure whether there is eng subtitles for this drama in youtube. If you really want to watch in youtube, you would need to type マルものおきて instead of marumo no okite. I just finished watching it today, and I salute both of them which is 7 years old for the acting skill. Love the way they film it! Full star! If you watch it carefully u will find scenes that been used in Hanazakari Kimitachi he remake. AW~ So warm this drama. Cried and laughed so much. SALUTE! Please go and watch. really worth it! Goonna continue with the other drama during semester break.

美しいですね。

2011-07-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

いきなりですが、あなたの良いとこを10個言わせて下さい

1つ、ウソを隠しきれず顔に出るから癒される
2つ、「大丈夫だよ」と囁く声になんとかなるって気がする
3つ、頑固なくせに最後は謝るからふきだす
4つ、親友達のことを話す笑顔に愛しさ増す

5つ、ただそこにいるだけでみんな明るくなれるから守りたくなる

君のこと全部好き全部好き全部好き
何気なく過ぎ去ってゆく日々を
ずっと守り抜くチケットあるなら握りしめて渡さない

いきなりですが、あなたの良いとこを10個言わせて下さい

6つ、大雑把だけどおいしい料理喜ぶ顔で僕また太る
7つ、涙もろい素直な姿心掴まれて手を伸ばす
8つ、さりげない気遣いが誇らしくなる
9つ、先を見据える眼差しが尊敬できて刺激的

10つ(とお)、見返りを求めない優しさに心救われ前を向ける

君のこと全部好き全部好き全部好き
何気なく過ぎ去ってゆく日々を
ずっと守り抜くチケットあるなら誰の手にも渡さない

信じ抜く力をくれた人笑うために涙も流すんだ
きっときっと

君のこと全部好き全部好き全部好き
何気なく過ぎ去ってゆく日々を
ずっと守り抜くチケットあるなら握りしめて渡さない

何があっても守りたいこの想い変わらない
君が君でいてくれるから
ずっとずっとその君の手を握りしめて離さない

まだ見ぬ明日の扉を2人で選んで開けながら
(心和み、心震え、心揺れて、心打たれ)
君がこんな僕の名前を呼んでくれるから‥
(心叫び、心支え、心通じ)
僕はそんな君の名前を呼び立ち上がれるから‥
(心弾み、心踊り、心掴み)

愛してる

yusukeeee

2011-07-23T11:46:00.002+08:00

of beautiful song with beautiful meaning

2011-07-18T23:37:00.001+08:00

If you have your friends, appreciate it. There are not many of them who really thinks about you. AKB48, thanks! I almost forgotten i have harmonica with me. =)

Turning blue into yellow.

2011-06-27T22:17:00.006+08:00

Dive into music world than my real life. That's better that way. AKB48 ♥~

I'm also a human

2011-06-17T21:59:00.001+08:00

People used to say when you're in love whatever they do is lovely.
And so same goes for the opposite.
The moment you spoke;
I feel like singing;

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know
That you're not

You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

of Representation

2011-06-17T10:19:00.003+08:00

Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

My Principles

2011-06-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

That's my way..

I've decided.

Close my heart.

And look into it myself.

Your Perfections

2011-06-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

You're looking for perfection while I'm looking for people who can accept just who they are.
You criticizes, complaining, blaming- you name it.
You're chasing after perfection. Say, image of yourself.
You are a Queen and I'm a little pawn chess pieces.
That describes everything.
Looking at you, then me.
Hold on to a time that stops-
I closed my heart.
No, I can't.
I'm sorry.

Lesser by year.

2011-06-13T21:33:00.010+08:00

Left 4 of us.

Of Life

2011-05-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

Before you, That's ok.
After you, LIFE.
Wallow. You can't understand.
Red. You splash all about that.
Black. Heartbroken.
Ignorant. I am.
You and me.
Melodramatic.
I say.

Out of the Blue

2011-05-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for Acchan to be starred in the new version of Hana Kimi! >.<" I can't watch it here tho'. Damn. The only thing that make me happy.

of Direct Shot

2011-05-22T11:04:00.001+08:00

Being shot at the last part of the song while doing this annoying frame. BANG!

Summary of Yin Sian

2011-05-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

Jeans + Plain Tee + Plain Bag + Plain shoes + Plain phone = Yin Sian.

I just prefer wearing this kind of things instead of complicated graphics. Been wearing like this for yearsssss

Don't say you know me when you know nothing at all.

of Suicide Song

2011-05-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

It was meaningful. The movie was dull but actually if you really watch it and listens to it. It is very meaninful to me. I actually cried when the last part there when she sings the suicide song. Appreciate it a lot. I wonder if I were to sing it will I die that way.

of frustration

2011-04-27T23:22:00.001+08:00

Can't access to my twitter. damn.

of gaming

2011-04-26T00:07:00.002+08:00

Today I play this game called HARVEST MOON! Ah... so funny. I'm trying to make myself to learn kanji in this japanese version. Not confident in my japanese anymore. lol

of shopping

2011-04-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

I went shopping with mum and brother today! And, I bought a mini skirt and a purple shoe! It was great having shopping with my mum. I couldn't believe I wear a M size skirt. It is like. EHHHHHHHHH? Maybe that cutting is a little bit off. Seldom go that shop because it sell only S and M size! HAHA! fat people like me hard to buy things.

of Spaaaa

2011-04-19T23:13:00.005+08:00

Today I went to spa and as expected it was relaxing and comfortable! Awww- when it touches my face it felt so cold like ice cube that i almost fall asleep. I like the mask part! Haha! It took quite long today.Thank you for the hardwork! (#^_^#)

of Majisuuuka

2011-04-18T14:59:00.012+08:00

マジすか学園season 2 WAS GREAT! COOL! OMGAWD!!! It was cooler than season 1! Looking forward the next episode to air this week. I like the way they film it. wow! Rappapa has been rebuilt! The new team in episode 1 , team fondee is so funny. You will see the one who won the janken tournament last year in yoyogi concert appears! WOW. SKE48, Jurina finally acts in this season rather than being quiet in the previous season. YAY!

team fondee!~!!!!!

of fan girling

2011-04-12T16:51:00.011+08:00

i was watching second day performance and then i accidentally saw atsumina moment! omgawd.... you're in a performance! concentrate! ♥ 33gb of this performance is way too... =.= anyway, the 2nd day didn't rain so it's clear enuf! but i prefer the one without raining. because the songs they performed is great!

Anyway, Plastic Tree released ammonite not long ago. it was great!

of disguise and laughter

2011-04-09T15:29:00.006+08:00

of Amazarashi

2011-03-31T21:30:00.002+08:00

Have you listened to their new album? It was great as always. These few days is quite busy. So tired. But, it is fun the way i spend the time. Because I never get the chance to do it every semester starts.

♥
Yin Sian

of Wanting

2011-03-27T13:27:00.004+08:00

Kyaaaaaaaa~

of Ideal

2011-03-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

As I said before.... I wanna make him MINE! I can feel it. Omgawd. Love every piece that he played. <3

Of Interview

2011-03-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

So touching! Reminds me of my loneliness. I was writing my new song this holiday! It's going to be great piece for people like me. Anyway, I went for interview today. Just realised I need to update my traditional work. Hopefully, I get it since I'm lack of experience with the society. I'm very patient. That's not a problem. But, talking is a problem! Should have follow the Canon manager to his studio that time. GAHHHH >.<"

of Friends

2011-03-14T22:46:00.004+08:00

You lied at my face and you thought I didn't know. Because I couldn't bear with your attitude towards people. If you were to ask me face to face, I will tell you I don't like you lying here and faking here and there in front of me because when we're so close and you lied at me. I won't go close to you anymore. Not even a 1%. That's why I hate having friends. Ending up being lied. being the last to know, being used, being tricked, being trusted so easily. If I didn't have that kind of friend at the first place I won't be that hurt. At least let myself alone handle it. Damn. Shouldn't have open to other people that much next time. And to you, if i didn't sound out doesn't mean that I know nothing.

of Black Swan

2011-03-14T22:19:00.002+08:00

Went to watch black swan with Mei Ling. Shouldn't have bought that couple seat. The couple next to me is like omgawd keep hugging until the end of the movie. Anyway, see the hamster sleeping together so warm! Feel like being a hamster than a human. Maybe I'm evil as the black swan.

of Ideal

2011-03-11T14:41:00.000+08:00

If i were to die, my wish is someone who can play this song for me. T_T

of Sleeping with song

2011-03-07T22:34:00.007+08:00

关起满室不足的氧气

点着烟蒂回味你的呼吸

搜索脑里未完的龃龉

对着空气还击着你的问题

推辞每次真实的相聚

困着自己渴望着你的消息

沾沾自喜拒绝的魅力

不着痕迹享受着与你的距离

也许喜欢怀念你多于看见你

我也许喜欢想象你多于得到你

我关起满室不足的氧气点着烟蒂回味你的呼吸

散落一地断续的谜语

对着空气还击着你的问题

推辞每次真实的相聚

困着自己渴望着你的消息

翻来覆去甜蜜的话语

故作神秘延续着你的好奇

也许喜欢怀念你多于看见你

我也许喜欢想象你不需要抱着你

啊~~~啊~~~

也许喜欢怀念你多于看见你

我也许喜欢想象你受不了真一起啊~

of Opinions

2011-03-04T12:07:00.002+08:00

I know I shouldn't. But, it is just too sudden. We're living in a world that everyone judges someone or something or whatever they sees with their eyes. If a girl is close with a girl, then they label them as lesbian. If a girl is close with a guy then they label them as boyfriend girlfriend and there's no wrong for them. If a boy is with the same gender then they label them as gay. World we are living in is full of lies. Untruthful. Naive is what they said to me. Because we are living in a world that everyone is hiding the truth behind their backs. What else can I expect from myself to somebody else unless I return to a normal condition where everyone can accept it. I'm confused by the words you said since that day. I just don't understand why everyone have to follow majority pace. This isn't fair and this isn't ourselves. If I were to follow the majority, I wouldn't want to be that. I wouldn't want to live anymore. Then I would wish for my disease to end my life earlier. I don't want to be a piece of chess that doesn't have any supporter.

一半

2011-03-04T11:57:00.001+08:00

喝酒的伴    一起看电   影   的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋   友不能   留得太晚
明   天   要上    班
唱    K 的伴    一起去旅行   的伴
听   懂   我的笑   话的伴
我的生    活    只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享      幸   福就只剩    一半
就算   把日子都填   满
节日却提醒   我孤单

没有想    法   有想    法又能   怎样
只能   写部落格整    晚
几个留言安慰不了     心里的遗憾
没有负担    原   来也是种    负担
自由多得让   人心慌
你羡   慕我   那要不要跟我交   换

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享      幸   福就只剩    一半
努力把日子填   满
别来提醒     我多孤单

快   乐剩    一人分享      快   乐就只剩    一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张    被单    这张    睡   床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享      幸   福就只剩    一半
就算   把日子都填   满
没人知道我多孤单

of Luck

2011-02-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

This year isn't a good year to start with. This is a CHECKMATE! Sigh.

of Up and Down

2011-02-21T03:11:00.003+08:00

Even if I'm down right now, very happy for them! beats beginner copies which is 655344 copies over 568095! Hope this week can cross million like beginner album. My favourite Aachan no1, Yuko no2 and tomochin no5 appeared in the list of top 10 artist blogger. And and, tomochin will be releasing her 2nd single in april! From now I will be sad since I don't have any music to listen because everything is gone. Sigh. So sad. Data all lost. What a day. You know I won't be happy without their music.

of Love

2011-02-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

I composed a song called fall through life. I practice a lot and without hesitation and fear of stage, I played for you that night. You fall, I fall, We both fall. That's when I get to know myself and you better. I will continue writing songs when that time comes. We both know what it means. Friends will never care for you unless you're the special one. When I meet you again, I will dedicate to you another song I'm working on it now with harmonica this time.

2011-02-16T23:27:00.001+08:00

AKB48 got manners! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

of Height

2011-02-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

momi who has the same height like me!

don't know when my hair is going to be this long.

Of Randomness

2011-02-14T22:48:00.005+08:00

great teamwork I can see from the documentary. T_T

♥

of depression

2011-02-13T23:41:00.001+08:00

Mum says that I have this depression called 忧郁症。I wonder.

Of counting

2011-02-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

release on April~ yay!

4 more days for the album and 14 more days for the drama. be patient. be happy till then.

of Majisuka Gakuen 2

2011-02-10T11:18:00.000+08:00

weeeee..... Season 2! Because it ended without an ending! Gonna watch this with my sister if it is release on that day. Going to glue myself to akb48 drama! Please have takaachan! I'm dying to see those moment. teehee

of Facts

2011-02-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

“people who cheat together, graduate together”

That's it. At least, I tried without lying at myself.

Finding myself isn't that easy after all.

of Flying

2011-02-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

They are going to fly like a G6, like a G6. Haha. Will be missing Wern and Turtle. Why both of you go to Australia? Until December so long! Sigh.

of Hypnotize

2011-02-08T21:31:00.008+08:00

I was listening to 桜の木になろう whole day. Release on 16th of February which is just around the corner, but I already keep on listening to the video non stop until I fall asleep for 3 hours this afternoon. They are the best. Looking forward for the drama and album too. I cried when I listen and watch the promotional video. It is very touching! Last year was 桜の栞 for マジスカ学園 drama. I really love those two. I can feel that the drama they are acting is going to be greater than マジスカ学園！桜の栞 was great where it is sang like a choir. Didn't manage to get myself a mp3 player today. Sigh. Will try to hunt again this week or next week.

of Addiction

2011-02-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

This song is so relaxing and touching!

Even if it just 40seconds, i already keep repeating the song 24hour today.

Looking forward for the release of the song.

Planning to buy a sony mp3 player tomorrow if i have the time.

of New Year

2011-02-02T16:39:00.005+08:00

Miki's new ball! yay!

Miki is going to Perlis too!

Miki~♥

Happy Chinese New Year~

of Jog

2011-01-30T11:18:00.000+08:00

Wake up so early to go Taman Rakyat jog. End up raining while we finish 1 round of walking and rushing to car. I should do more exercise to keep my body healthy! It's just a matter of time after all.

1900

2011-01-29T19:00:00.003+08:00

Have you tried this? Please go and try. It is delicious.

You have yours, I have mine

2011-01-29T18:24:00.001+08:00

We have different thinking. And I'm afraid that I will leave this world so early than I expected to be. I wonder when will my foot step on there. There. I came across with this line in twitter which is

“F.R.I.E.N.D.S = (F)ight for you. (R)espect you. (I)nvolve you. (E)ncourage you. (N)eed you. (D)eserve you. (S)ave you”

I wonder when will I find these friends of mine. Because it seems that I failed because of my poor CGPA. Living in my own illusion. You have yours and I have mine.

Bad skill of mine

2011-01-27T22:24:00.007+08:00

For certain reason, I think I would like to be closer with Awdrey,Xu Meng and Stefie. I can feel that they are a good person with good personalities- today. My heart skips when Awdrey help me with the tie. It's like how I felt safe having a friend with self-confidence. Don't worry, I won't fall in love with anyone anymore. That the reason, I know how to answer my own question since that day. Probably, I didn't really try to talk to them. If I were a boy, I will make Xu Meng mine. Xu Meng is very pretty! Not forgeting that she has a very good heart! It doesn't matter. Until I reach that point, I will start opening up again.

Just that it is not right now.

of Conversion

2011-01-27T13:23:00.001+08:00

Weird, but true. Maybe, I shouldn't. Maybe, I should. No, I shouldn't. It's over. So, I shouldn't.

of Miki's Health

2011-01-25T21:58:00.004+08:00

Miki fall sick.

rest well. ♥

of New Drama

2011-01-25T09:10:00.006+08:00

ＡＫＢ４８ is going to release another new drama called 桜からの手紙。All of the senbatsu member is acting! I think I will watch it when semester break starts. Hope this drama is as great as マジスカ学園。

ともちん～♥

Bad Year?

2011-01-24T23:12:00.010+08:00

Having Ryutaro falling sick, please recover soon! I wanna hear your rare voice from visual kei.
I don't wanna miss someone who can write good lyrics and songs like you because of guillain-barre syndrome. My life wouldn't be that interesting anymore without your song.
That's the source for me to accept the society i'm living in.
God bless you. ♥

Sunny

2011-01-23T23:28:00.001+08:00

It was very sunny before it rains this afternoon. It seems like my little brother need some haircut. Well, furcut? Miki! ♥

Standing alone

2011-01-22T17:55:00.007+08:00

I wonder why I'm growing to the side not to the top. I think I seriously need some diet. What a day. Didn't manage to do anything except some photography. They will fail me. I don't even know how to make a stop motion video and writing a style sheet. This is so stupid of me. Because life isn't fair that's why I'm not as clever and talented as the others. That's why in this world there's a categories for us to fall- whether it is rich, moderate, poor, slow learner, dumb and so on. For people who never got scolded stupid and dumb from a teacher- they will never understand how it feels. It's not jealousy of me but a journey of a slow learner. That the reason, I tried to learn myself instead of depending on people. I'm already 20 this year. I can't live long on this earth. This is so ridiculous but, this is the truth. People tends to hide it but never can run away from it.

Cross Dream

2011-01-21T23:39:00.007+08:00

When I was small, I dreamed to be a Pilot. When I was in secondary, I dreamed to be a novelist that I can express my feeling through a story and my own imagination that i thought of or dream of. When I graduated from school, I went to The One Academy pursuing Multimedia course having interest in video to express my story in my own imagination and story. Now, my imagination is limited. That the reason, it has to be something that everyone like- something that will be judged. I live under the shadow of the poor society. I started writing lyrics that no one will hear. I'm such a loner. But, that's where I can find myself with peace, without anger, without emotion when it's all quiet and nobody around. I have to go through my life anyway. The future is bright- if only I believe it is bright. The love is powerful- if only I believe in it. It depends on me. My believe. Where should I go? As a child since that day, I'm matured thanks to my family. It's not a coincidence- it is a miracle. Even if I need to live with this unhealthy body of mine. Maybe God wants me to experience something my friends will never experience. I wonder if everything looked different the moment I fall asleep later.

Never felt that for so long.

2011-01-20T23:22:00.014+08:00

Listening to this album makes my heart rest for that moment until it finished playing. I feel so relaxed now. I like listening to music alone. Not with anyone around me. I really wanted a mp3 player. But, mp3 player isn't as important as my sister's education. I shouldn't step into The One Academy. I made a mistake. As the saying goes, even if you give up, life goes on.
What a life.

New Look of my baby

2011-01-20T01:58:00.006+08:00

My blog finally! So tired. But. I'm happy! Although it might look ugly to you all. I will be updating more starting from now. Hopefully.

my percentage

2011-01-12T21:54:00.001+08:00

Scripting = 1/100
html = 2/100
flash = 30/100
photoshop = 50/100
illustrator = 60/100
microsoft word = 70/100
talking = 30/100

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that is a lie

i've no talent.

same boat

2011-01-12T21:15:00.003+08:00

At least I found someone true to me. We're on the same boat.

though it rains when it doesn't rain.

though it strike when it doesn't sound.

I can only keep it.

So, I'm hiding too much to myself.

This creative industry is so meaningless.

spoiled my face. That's why everyone stay away from me since i joined toa.

before this i was pretty! HAHA!

blaaaaaaa...

this is just a practice to make myself talk alot again.

I called this self entertaiment!

Somewhere

2011-01-11T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hope I did a right decision today.

I hope I can understand photography better. T_T

gonna read some book regarding photograpghy again. yada yada yada.. T_T

Anyway, i'm going to spa this friday! ^_^

the places where you can really relax!

looking forward it. yay!

赤い糸

2011-01-11T11:13:00.003+08:00

i often see this on ameba adds. Now i knew it ! really like it! T_T

beginner limited version A

2011-01-01T11:43:00.009+08:00

Happy New BEGINNER~

Yuko version

mariko version

mayuyu (to) jurina version ^_^

YAY~ ^_^V

don't think i wil be watching it again when school starts. T_TV

２０１１か。

2010-12-31T19:02:00.001+08:00

2010 is a bad year!

hope next year is a good year.

one = wan (my surname)

haha!

i will turn on my smile for 2011.

hopefully can meet friends with same interest?

i can feel it!

it's going to be a great year.

i believe...

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of course it is not me. lol

See their skirt!

illustrations of the members on skirt.

this is so cool and pretty and nice and OH MY Acchan! T_T

2010-12-28T21:41:00.011+08:00

they were dancing to exile's choo choo train!

after this year it will be 1 more year. YAY!

i will write them letter everyday. HAHA!

having friends like them sure is a great thing!

result

2010-12-28T21:10:00.003+08:00

damn.

passed all subject.

gonna be unhappy for the whole semester next year.

the subject i'm proud of is S.E.A art & culture afterall.

studied and memorize everything in my mind like how i studied for spm.

gonna watch yyg concert to celebrate my grade.

101103

2010-12-28T20:09:00.009+08:00

takamina out.

Star wars walking. oh my~

the mission is too funny!

This episode is so funny! oh my BINGO!

It is worth watching! please watch!

Pokemon mitai! lol

yuko why are you trying to follow the pose? oh my yuko~

2010-12-28T15:28:00.002+08:00

some funny clips! OMAKB1

funny

2010-12-25T11:31:00.005+08:00

miichan~ gomen ne~

but i always burst out laughing!

Christmas without snow

2010-12-25T09:43:00.002+08:00

Ah, it's christmas!

Merry Christmas!

hoping for something good to happen

although it is impossible to happen.

haaha!

HAVE A NICE DAY!

2010-12-24T22:58:00.003+08:00

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2 more minute, it's christmas!

tomochin what are you doing to my captain! T_T

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gonna sleep like this on the cold concrete floor today.

good night!

blah

2010-12-24T21:52:00.008+08:00

aH!

after for so many years, they finally make it to the top~

so happy for their hardwork

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I can't wait for the documentary! T_T

It will be good to purchase this as soon as this came out!

although i knew it is impossible.

sigh...

it is too expensive!

jang!

2010-12-23T21:54:00.004+08:00

Jang~ Mei ling's recommendation on my skin.

I wish I have a healthy body afterall

people were so lucky. T_T

Feel like having a very long hair to be able to tie like my oshimen~

was wondering what hairstyle should i have next week.

thinking week.

random food

2010-12-22T21:28:00.005+08:00

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I wanna eat buta nikumoyashi nabe!

anyone want to date me? T_T

I think my diet plan will fail again.

friends like you

2010-12-22T19:55:00.008+08:00

I ♥ YOU!

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Mei Ling~

I will try to lose weight to get back to my 2009 self.

Can't blame me nah, I'm short.

otp finish

2010-12-22T10:37:00.012+08:00

i always celebrate myself with RIVER PV

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by shouting RIVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR doing the river choreography

it's easy afterall.

i feel comfortable after shouting.

My mum once watch this and i ask her to shout with me

everything gone.

AND WATCH YOKOHAMA CONCERT 2010 DVD after completing a task

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is my habit

i don't like counting my friends because i always stopped at 6.

haha, what a number of friends.

RIVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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アリガト！

peace

2010-12-19T20:14:00.003+08:00

To be able to enjoy quiet life since semester break is wonderful !

Sleeping with window open wide,

so windy,

so cool,

this life is so......

ワンダフル！

Sunny

2010-12-19T11:41:00.006+08:00

Ah, finally finish with family wash clothing, sweep floor, mop floor, and everything else.

and taking a long bath thinking of OH MY AKB

Feel so energetic now after doing this stuff everyday early in the morning instead of sleeping like a lazy person.

I'm part of the family thus,

Happy without having my mum do it now since i'm having my sem break.

yay~

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Gonna continue this sooner or later.

ganbareeeeeeeeeee~

Beginner limited version type B

2010-12-18T22:33:00.017+08:00

yay!

I love every version!

the effect of type is like terminator!

OH MY AKB so cool!

I will think of you all more than 180 members till i fall asleep today. ♥

2 more year~

If only I'm in Japan, I will turn on the TV sit whole day infront of it and watch their tv shows and go to their weekly stage~

Dance version~

Maeda version!

Momi version~

my oshimen version~ kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Visual OTP

2010-12-18T18:31:00.018+08:00

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JANG!

Treasure hunt resubmission.

I deleted my psd file so I have to draw everything again.

Been doing this stuff since friday.

TADA!

Heineken resubmission.

Thinking back, I didn't submit to server didn't I?

Ah, yin sian the lazy sheep.

some random thing to blah
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YIN SIAN so fat.so short. so round.

my TRADEMARK>> FAT SHORT ROUND ^_^ V

speaking of it, Miki is the same. Short leg, round body and fat! MIKI HI-5!

Desperate

2010-12-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

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SANTA! Please make my wish come true!

Puccho

2010-12-12T13:34:00.011+08:00

remember a few months ago I was keep talking about puccho?

and..... doing research where to buy them?

finally, I got to go to Pavilion and I got myself a PUCCHO yesterday!

didn't manage to collect every flavour of it. Only one flavour available. But....

I must admit I love this! Never tasted such good thing in my life!

Even the wrapper is decorated nicely with different design and dialog on it! (FROM THE CM)

I didn't throw the whole thing. I stick it on my inspiration book! YAY!

The most importantly is... it is promoted by akb48! yay!

It would be another 2 more year before I continue my study in Japan. Can't wait for that.

I'm having a bad life here whenver i go to college. damn.

But when i bite on it! OH MY AKB!!! IMAGE OF AKB48 APPEARING ONE BY ONE!

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I wanted to own akb48cho toy too! But i don't think it is in malaysia.

The campaign of promoting Puccho

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http://www.akb48cho.jp/#/index

The one who only love me truly

2010-12-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name

Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me

I’m longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty

Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over

会いたいよ。

2010-12-07T15:37:00.004+08:00

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

だいじょうぶ　もう泣かないで　私は風　あなたを包んでいるよ

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

ありがとう　ずっと大好き　私は星　あなたを見守り続ける

あなたに出会えてよかった　本当に本当によかった

ここにもういれなくなっちゃった　もう行かなくちゃ　ホントゴメンね

私はもう一人で遠いところに行かなくちゃ

どこへ？って聞かないで　なんで？って聞かないで　ホントゴメンね

私はもうあなたのそばにいられなくなったの

いつもの散歩道　桜並木を抜けてゆき

よく遊んだ川面の上の　空の光る方へと

もう会えなくなるけど　寂しいけど　平気だよ

生まれてよかった　ホントよかった　あなたに出会ってよかった

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

だいじょうぶ　もう泣かないで　私は風　あなたを包んでいるよ

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

ありがとう　ずっと大好き　私は星　あなたを見守り続ける

あなたに出会えてよかった　本当に本当によかった

あなたの帰りを待つ午後　あなたの足音　何げないこと

私はそう、一番の喜びを知りました

あなたが話してくれたこと　一日のこと　いろいろなこと

私はそう、一番の悲しみも知りました

それはあなたの笑顔　あなたの涙　その優しさ

私の名を呼ぶ声　抱き締める腕　その温もり

もう触れられないけど　忘れないよ　幸せだよ

生まれてよかった　ホントよかった　あなたに出会ってよかった

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

だいじょうぶだよ　ここにいる　私は春　あなたを抱く空

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

ありがとう　ずっと大好き　私は鳥　あなたに歌い続ける

桜の舞う空の彼方　目を閉じれば心の中

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

いいんだよ　微笑んでごらん　私は花　あなたの指先の花

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

ありがとう　ずっと大好き　私は愛　あなたの胸に

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

だいじょうぶ　もう泣かないで　私は風　あなたを包んでいるよ

『さくら　さくら　会いたいよ　いやだ　君に今すぐ会いたいよ』

ありがとう　ずっと大好き　私は星　あなたを見守り続ける

あなたに出会えてよかった　本当に本当によかった

本当に本当によかった

小さな魔法

2010-12-05T13:00:00.005+08:00

悲しみに負けないで

2010-11-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

ひとりきり泣きそうになる
夜なんて　いくつもある
終わりのない　旅の途中
誰だって　夢見ている

いつも何かを信じて
そして何か失って
君を抱きしめた
流した涙の数は
優しさに変わってゆく　きっと

悲しみに負けないで
まっすぐに明日を見ていて
ひとりじゃない　誰もみんな
かなえる願いがある
明日の風はきっと
優しい香りをつれてくる
約束だよ　どんな時も
きっと君のそばにいる

言葉では言えないほど
募ってく想いがある
木枯らしに抱かれる夜は
切なさも強さにして

出会いはいつも突然
響く鐘の音のようにやってくる
君が手にした全てが
明日へつながればいい　だから

悲しみにサヨナラ
瞳閉じて　そして　笑って
忘れられない　思い出たち
少しずつ抱きしめて
たとえ遠く離れても
いつも君だけに祈るから
君が歩く路の上に
花が咲きますように

星空を見上げながら
見果てぬ夢追いかけて
いつか風になる
もっと自由に…

悲しみに負けないで
まっすぐに明日を見ていて
ひとりじゃない　誰もみんな
かなえる願いがある
会いたいと思うから
いつでも声が聴きたいから
過ぎ去ってゆく　季節に今
ありがとうと言えるよ…

Your Call

2010-10-29T09:16:00.002+08:00

Quitting The One Academy

2010-10-27T15:09:00.002+08:00

After this semester, I will take a long break.

I will not cause smart people trouble=they happy

I will not cause lecturer trouble=they more happy

Working.

Please e-mail to yinsian@gmail.com for your opinion on this issue.

2010-10-19T15:22:00.003+08:00

Sea,

wave,

breeze,

bicycle,

hair blowing,

wooden house.

あーぁ...

2010-10-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

How do people stay in this world so long?

Why do they stay?

WHY?

Now i have 2 options, work or study.

Sigh.

2010-10-06T19:29:00.003+08:00

1.I set my computer screen to sepia screen.

2.I hate doing my assignment everyday.

3.Having no fun at all.

4. at least Plastic Tree new singles! yesh!

Understanding Myself

2010-09-30T21:04:00.009+08:00

The good thing about this picture is they're different in colour and yet they can be so close. In my case, I live under a concept of we're not rich. Thus, the concept is people who're rich and poor. For myself, I love my current style. I'm matured because my situation that I've gone through a lot since I was very small. I have experience living with my family without a shelter unlike the others having toys or house to live at. But with a spanar, my Great Dad build everything. That is what I know. Even they doesn't know English, I'm still proud pf them. Knowing how to think, being humble is what my dad and mum used to tell us. In fact, I think too much or I'm just too sensitive. I don't know. I'm 19 this year. I've no way to walk on now. Life Brief Candle? Perhaps it is. Everytime I was left behind, walking alone and watch them talking and laughing. Even if you try to be closer with them, they still will leave you alone. Why not staying away from them? I thought of Yi Wern. The only one that I have ever known since you're the only one who walks side by side with me not leaving me alone. Like what Mei Ling did. Thinking of friends makes me sad. Thinking of classmate make me teared up while talking with Joe Jian today. I started to know myself. What I want now. If I doesn't have a family, I could have gave up my life since then. Leaving this materialistic and cruel world. I'm disappointed with myself. Watching and listening. Thought of losing you makes me feel so sad. People might say choose to be happy than sad. That’s a lie. I've learn to walk by myself through my journey of depression.

2010-09-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

2010-09-26T22:14:00.005+08:00

Found this on ohtsuki-san blog. I don't own the copyright. This picture inspired me for my lately work. Pretty isn't?I wanna have a small house with nature around it. I wanted a bicycle instead of a car, I wanna feel the nature. I can live without Internet-world. I wanna to stay alone if I have to be alone. Recently, I have not talked to anyone that much. Pretty disappointed with myself. Not able to catch up with anyone or anything i learn lately. Instead I talked to my overseas friend. I used to talk to my sister till midnight on the bed. Since my sister hasn't been around with me, I felt more lonely. Last Thursday you came to house, you accompany me and stayed over the night with me. I somehow found out the reason behind it, over my friends. Thank you. Ying Chiet! Somehow, I feel more like myself whenever I'm with you. I'm so grateful God gave me you when I'm all alone by myself. Therefore here I am Dedicating 至少还有你 song by 林忆莲 for you, babe!

Definition of Friend

2010-09-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

1. a person known well to another and regarded with liking, affection, and loyalty; an intimate
2. an acquaintance or associate
3. an ally in a fight or cause; supporter
4. a fellow member of a party, society, etc
5. a patron or supporter: a friend of the opera
6. be friends to be friendly (with)
7. make friends to become friendly (with)

credits: Dictionary.com

Unhealthy Brain of Mine

2010-09-25T20:38:00.002+08:00

so it decided that I don't have a healthy brain. Perhaps it is.

What Hurts The Most - Rascall Flatts

2010-09-18T10:53:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

True words from my heart I

2010-06-20T21:38:00.001+08:00

Cried beside my mother, discussing about my course. I knew this will happened to me one day. Yes, I broke down again. Some probably already knew about me when I joke a lots and talks a lot which is rare for me to do so is actually not a good thing. Told my mum that I no longer can hold this anymore. Yes, I had few friends compare to the others; hundreds or millions. Couples are helping each other, friends with friends are helping each other. All I did was begging my friends. Shame on me. It's like begging people to teach you when people doesn't even have the mood to do so. I was destined not to have lots of friend. I admit that. I came from a not-so-rich background. It's only an illusion for them to see the surface of what they think of me. I have this on my mind that if I stopped studying, the money will go to my sis which she can get into sunway college, a BETTER college for BETTER FUTURE than me. Daddy and mummy told me not to stress over this little thing afraid that I'll commit suicide. They understand me a lot better than the others, I'm not an optimist. I admit that. I have been crying since primary to high school and now college. They knew me too well that I can't hide anything from them. I hate my friends. When you're good, they will come to you. When you're bad, they will leave you aside. Just like economy subject we learned from school, the rich will continue to be rich and the poor will remained poor. Same goes to friends. Mum once said in chinese that "they beat, they split, whatever-they-did, we don't attack" That's the fact. Soh Ling, it has been awhile since we last met. I really wanna talk to you- a lot. I'm a little envious of my friends which they had their friends ready and comfort them. I'm all by myself. But I'm used to it. First, I myself isn't happy with my classmate. Secondly, my skill and idea. It's uncountable. It's a fact that I'm a slow learner. You can't change that.

colourless sky

NG SCENES! ハハハハハ

of Drama this semester

美しいですね。

yusukeeee

of beautiful song with beautiful meaning

Turning blue into yellow.

I'm also a human

of Representation

My Principles

Your Perfections

Lesser by year.

Of Life

Out of the Blue

of Direct Shot

Summary of Yin Sian

of Suicide Song

of frustration

of gaming

of shopping

of Spaaaa

of Majisuuuka

of fan girling

of disguise and laughter

of Amazarashi

of Wanting

of Ideal

Of Interview

of Friends

of Black Swan

of Ideal

of Sleeping with song

of Opinions

一 半

of Luck

of Up and Down

of Love

of Height

Of Randomness

of depression

Of counting

of Majisuka Gakuen 2

of Facts

of Flying

of Hypnotize

of Addiction

of New Year

of Jog

1900

You have yours, I have mine

Bad skill of mine

of Conversion

of Miki's Health

of New Drama

Bad Year?

Sunny

Standing alone

Cross Dream

Never felt that for so long.

New Look of my baby

my percentage

same boat

Somewhere

赤い糸

beginner limited version A

２０１１ か。

result

101103

funny

Christmas without snow

blah

jang!

random food

friends like you

otp finish

peace

Sunny

Beginner limited version type B

Visual OTP

Desperate

一半

２０１１か。