Untold

Nobody listens to me. I don’t know how really it feels to simulate as if I don’t care about you at all. I never had a wish other than my family. I ask God, can I have another wish for my friend? Your presence consumes me. Your face, your laugh, your smile, your kindness- everything. I’ll never forget the tenderness you shared with me. You’re important to me. Nobody else treat me like the way you do. Words just can’t describe my consciousness. I detest myself. I can’t have a hold over the tears that formed behind my eyes, gently rolling down my cheeks. If you need space, I’ll give it all. I won’t bother you anymore. If that is what you want and if that is what you need, I respect. Abandoned and unaccompanied, I’m used to it.

Decision

Just came back, releasing pressure within me. When I glance at your message, I’m wounded. Deep, real deep. I wouldn't have hurt myself that much if I don’t look forward from you. If that is what you long for, I respect. I close my eyes and sleep through winter.

Words

Sitting here, so downhearted

Looking out, for something for years

Trust in friends, fading away
No one to share feelings with but, my blog.

In this wonderful world, filled with beautiful panorama

Your smile, always brightens my day
Unfortunately, you don't smile for me

I cry, just cry.