What A Week

Sigh, sigh and just can't stop sigh-ing! Everytime when I did my best and something will happen after that. I handle it properly, colour it carefully, protecting it using layout pad from getting dirty. It took me almost a week to do that A2 Portrait with weird design and, water poured on it is what I get in the end. As for Finished Art, I did my best for the measurement and, redo is what I get in the end. I've done two diamond box previously before I submit the latest one and, redo is what I get in the end. As for History of Art and Design, I did a lot of research on it, watching the video so many times since I don't get the point of the movie, electricity down is what I get in the end. I just feel like crying when the water poured on my A2 watercolour paper. I guess there's no time for me to buy a new watercolour paper and draw it out and colour it out by Thursday. Guess I'll just cover the dirt for the sake of my Design Class tomorrow. I've gone through so many things in this situation. Sometimes, I ponder. Why is it so hard for me to achieve something? Failure is the highway to success? Sigh, I just can't stop sigh-ing. I'm not going to sit there and cry and do nothing. I guess it's no use crying over split milk. It's never been easy for me afterall.