I was very tired upon coming back from far yesterday. But, i still need to complete my assignment in the middle of the night. I was being mad at my assignment that the reason, I don't know how to animate it using flash. When I entered the lab today, I felt nervous that I refused to show anyone my flash assignment. I asked the girl beside me to show me her work on the screen but, she refused. Now, I never wanted to believe in anyone. When my classmates' work was on the screen playing one by one, i blamed myself for being so stupid- doing stupid stuff. Their works are all great compare to mine. How I wish I was little bit smarter. I was a little bit too sensitive, how a friend of mine told me. I tried not to be that sensitive but, my tears couldn't hold back and start rolling down my cheeks. Not to say hate but dislike. When they say their works are nothing great and sucks. I felt heartache on my chest. They said their works are nothing great. Hello. How about mine? rubbish? Sick of those thing. Can't they just appreciate by saying thank you? I started to stay away from them. Never wanted to be close to them. I will stay close to myself. At least I won't get hurt by staying away from them. I guess I will fail this semester and join a friend of mine in the next semester. At least I have someone to talk to. My friends are just way too- you name it. Came back rushing for my computer graphic production procedure. As usual, I know nothing. I was mad at CGPP assignment that I signed out of my messenger while asking my classmates. I was pissed off then I cried staring at the assignment. I think I need some rest. I always wanted a close friend since I was in high school. But, I knew I will never had this dreams that I make a story based on my own dreams. Somehow, I realize I'm just not so into multimedia.
