on-going drama

she(my girlfriend) has improved her acting skills! #^_^# Anyway, this is a great drama! please watch it.. Yamashita tomohisa is also there~ Kyaa~  Used to watch yamapi in kurosagi drama and movie during high school~ How nostalgic~

Call it a day.

my girlfriend from AKB48↑↑↑

I'm BACK in ACTION!

NG SCENES! ハハハハハ

of Drama this semester

Still remember the famouse drama (Mother)? Mana Ashida is acting in this drama! I would recommend Marumo no okite! Sigh, I wish they will come up with the season 2! I wanna continue watching it! I'm not sure whether there is eng subtitles for this drama in youtube. If you really want to watch in youtube, you would need to type マルものおきて instead of marumo no okite. I just finished watching it today, and I salute both of them which is 7 years old for the acting skill. Love the way they film it! Full star! If you watch it carefully u will find scenes that been used in Hanazakari Kimitachi he remake. AW~ So warm this drama. Cried and laughed so much. SALUTE! Please go and watch. really worth it! Goonna continue with the other drama during semester break.

美しいですね。

いきなりですが、あなたの良いとこを10個言わせて下さい

1つ、ウソを隠しきれず顔に出るから 癒される
2つ、「大丈夫だよ」と囁く声に なんとかなるって気がする
3つ、頑固なくせに最後は謝るから ふきだす
4つ、親友達のことを話す笑顔に 愛しさ増す

5つ、ただそこにいるだけでみんな明るくなれるから 守りたくなる

君のこと 全部好き 全部好き 全部好き
何気なく過ぎ去ってゆく日々を
ずっと守り抜くチケットあるなら 握りしめて渡さない

いきなりですが、あなたの良いとこを10個言わせて下さい

6つ、大雑把だけどおいしい料理 喜ぶ顔で僕また太る
7つ、涙もろい素直な姿 心掴まれて手を伸ばす
8つ、さりげない気遣いが 誇らしくなる
9つ、先を見据える眼差しが 尊敬できて刺激的

10つ(とお)、見返りを求めない優しさに 心救われ前を向ける

君のこと 全部好き 全部好き 全部好き
何気なく過ぎ去ってゆく日々を
ずっと守り抜くチケットあるなら 誰の手にも渡さない

信じ抜く力をくれた人 笑うために涙も流すんだ
きっと きっと

君のこと 全部好き 全部好き 全部好き
何気なく過ぎ去ってゆく日々を
ずっと守り抜くチケットあるなら 握りしめて渡さない

何があっても 守りたい この想い 変わらない
君が君でいてくれるから
ずっとずっと その君の手を 握りしめて離さない

まだ見ぬ明日の扉を2人で選んで開けながら
(心和み、心震え、心揺れて、心打たれ)
君がこんな僕の名前を呼んでくれるから‥
(心叫び、心支え、心通じ)
僕はそんな君の名前を呼び立ち上がれるから‥
(心弾み、心踊り、心掴み)

愛してる

yusukeeee

of beautiful song with beautiful meaning

If you have your friends, appreciate it. There are not many of them who really thinks about you. AKB48, thanks! I almost forgotten i have harmonica with me. =)

Turning blue into yellow.

Dive into music world than my real life. That's better that way. AKB48 ♥~

I'm also a human

People used to say when you're in love whatever they do is lovely.
And so same goes for the opposite.
The moment you spoke;
I feel like singing;


There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know
That you're not

You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

of Representation

Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

My Principles

That's my way.. 

I've decided. 

Close my heart.

And look into it myself.

Your Perfections

You're looking for perfection while I'm looking for people who can accept just who they are.
You criticizes, complaining, blaming- you name it.
You're chasing after perfection. Say, image of yourself.
You are a Queen and I'm a little pawn chess pieces.
That describes everything.
Looking at you, then me.
Hold on to a time that stops-
I closed my heart.
No, I can't.
I'm sorry.

Lesser by year.

Left 4 of us.

Of Life

Before you, That's ok.
After you, LIFE.
Wallow. You can't understand.
Red. You splash all about that.
Black. Heartbroken.
Ignorant. I am.
You and me.
Melodramatic.
I say.

Out of the Blue

Can't wait for Acchan to be starred in the new version of Hana Kimi! >.<" I can't watch it here tho'. Damn. The only thing that make me happy.

of Direct Shot

Being shot at the last part of the song while doing this annoying frame. BANG!

Summary of Yin Sian

Jeans + Plain Tee + Plain Bag + Plain shoes + Plain phone =  Yin Sian.

I just prefer wearing this kind of things instead of complicated graphics. Been wearing like this for yearsssss

Don't say you know me when you know nothing at all.

of Suicide Song

It was meaningful. The movie was dull but actually if you really watch it and listens to it. It is very meaninful to me. I actually cried when the last part there when she sings the suicide song. Appreciate it a lot. I wonder if I were to sing it will I die that way.

of frustration

Can't access to my twitter. damn.