colourless sky: 3月 2011

2011年3月31日

of Amazarashi

Have you listened to their new album? It was great as always. These few days is quite busy. So tired. But, it is fun the way i spend the time. Because I never get the chance to do it every semester starts.

♥
Yin Sian

2011年3月27日

of Wanting

Kyaaaaaaaa~

2011年3月22日

of Ideal

As I said before.... I wanna make him MINE! I can feel it. Omgawd. Love every piece that he played. <3

2011年3月21日

Of Interview

So touching! Reminds me of my loneliness. I was writing my new song this holiday! It's going to be great piece for people like me. Anyway, I went for interview today. Just realised I need to update my traditional work. Hopefully, I get it since I'm lack of experience with the society. I'm very patient. That's not a problem. But, talking is a problem! Should have follow the Canon manager to his studio that time. GAHHHH >.<"

2011年3月14日

of Friends

You lied at my face and you thought I didn't know. Because I couldn't bear with your attitude towards people. If you were to ask me face to face, I will tell you I don't like you lying here and faking here and there in front of me because when we're so close and you lied at me. I won't go close to you anymore. Not even a 1%. That's why I hate having friends. Ending up being lied. being the last to know, being used, being tricked, being trusted so easily. If I didn't have that kind of friend at the first place I won't be that hurt. At least let myself alone handle it. Damn. Shouldn't have open to other people that much next time. And to you, if i didn't sound out doesn't mean that I know nothing.

of Black Swan

Went to watch black swan with Mei Ling. Shouldn't have bought that couple seat. The couple next to me is like omgawd keep hugging until the end of the movie. Anyway, see the hamster sleeping together so warm! Feel like being a hamster than a human. Maybe I'm evil as the black swan.

2011年3月11日

of Ideal

If i were to die, my wish is someone who can play this song for me. T_T

2011年3月7日

of Sleeping with song

关起满室不足的氧气

点着烟蒂回味你的呼吸

搜索脑里未完的龃龉

对着空气还击着你的问题

推辞每次真实的相聚

困着自己渴望着你的消息

沾沾自喜拒绝的魅力

不着痕迹享受着与你的距离

也许喜欢怀念你多于看见你

我也许喜欢想象你多于得到你

我关起满室不足的氧气点着烟蒂回味你的呼吸

散落一地断续的谜语

对着空气还击着你的问题

推辞每次真实的相聚

困着自己渴望着你的消息

翻来覆去甜蜜的话语

故作神秘延续着你的好奇

也许喜欢怀念你多于看见你

我也许喜欢想象你不需要抱着你

啊~~~啊~~~

也许喜欢怀念你多于看见你

我也许喜欢想象你受不了真一起啊~

2011年3月4日

of Opinions

I know I shouldn't. But, it is just too sudden. We're living in a world that everyone judges someone or something or whatever they sees with their eyes. If a girl is close with a girl, then they label them as lesbian. If a girl is close with a guy then they label them as boyfriend girlfriend and there's no wrong for them. If a boy is with the same gender then they label them as gay. World we are living in is full of lies. Untruthful. Naive is what they said to me. Because we are living in a world that everyone is hiding the truth behind their backs. What else can I expect from myself to somebody else unless I return to a normal condition where everyone can accept it. I'm confused by the words you said since that day. I just don't understand why everyone have to follow majority pace. This isn't fair and this isn't ourselves. If I were to follow the majority, I wouldn't want to be that. I wouldn't want to live anymore. Then I would wish for my disease to end my life earlier. I don't want to be a piece of chess that doesn't have any supporter.

一半

喝酒的伴    一起看电   影   的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋   友不能   留得太晚
明   天   要上    班
唱    K 的伴    一起去旅行   的伴
听   懂   我的笑   话的伴
我的生    活    只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享      幸   福就只剩    一半
就算   把日子都填   满
节日却提醒   我孤单

没有想    法   有想    法又能   怎样
只能   写部落格整    晚
几个留言安慰不了     心里的遗憾
没有负担    原   来也是种    负担
自由多得让   人心慌
你羡   慕我   那要不要跟我交   换